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Friday, March 23, 2007,10:47 AM

RENT is OVER..

dear fans:

Finally, our RENT is over now!! although we r not the top 3, i believe we r the 4th ...overall, we did our best. At least we got the audience's Favourite 1, great job my fellow members and i pretty enjoy to working wit u guys, i mean it. secretly tell u guys something, i accidently heard some strangers talk about our RENT after the show, some1 said " the RENT is fucking good, i think they're the best la" then another answer "ya la!!". OMG... i was giggling when i hear this nd i feel totally satisfy although we lost... apparently, the audiences like our performance and we were pretty enjoy to entertaint them as well.
BTW, thx for those came to support us,voted us....especially Michelle(thx gal). i was so touching nd happy to c u guys...alright, now i know who are concern about me and i really appreciate all of u.
Anyway, RENT is gone!! let the joyful, excited, awesome memories left behind us... Come on dudes, we have to look forward for our next performance(ADP: All Days Play).

hopefully can get some photos for our RENT to post up soon....

Thursday, March 22, 2007,9:29 AM

I'm fine!!

dear Friends:

congratulation to RENT!!! we made it to the SPA competation final on tmr. and it has only 19 hours more to our final, damn excited...anyway, wish us luck!!!

honestly, we dont hav much confidence on it, bcos ours opponents are not weak as well. however, what we can do now is, DO OUR BEST!!

Basically, today i was in a damn bad mood.....why? just all bcos of a stupid message.....

yesterday some1 called me and interview me for a job( some survey thing,1 day for 80 bucks).

sounds good, right? easy money, of cos i interested on it. but the interview wasn't done yet and he said call me back later or tmr. okay, fine.... then this morning i receive a sms about " sry, u will not be attending the job cos of ur confidence in speaking eng." so straight forward, i like it......shit la, it hurts me actually, painful. i tried dont think about it, but it keep going up to my mind; mofo's, it really ruined my mood today.( luckily some1 accompany me for the whole afternoon, thx babe), mayb i should see it as a motivation or a possitive feedback. however, i only allow it ruined me for today, not for tomorrow. from now on, i will try even harder to improve my lousy ENGLISH. i have prepared to face this obstacle and i know i am in the good position to overcome it!!...am i right?

to improve my eng ,i am doing this:

1. write this neglected blog.(ur comments is my motivation)

2. reading newspaper.(seldom do this lately)

3. chilling with people who speak well english. ( ya, i mean u guys)

4. listen to english songs ( figure out the lyrics)

5. what else i can do? tell me....

Wednesday, March 14, 2007,5:47 AM

Frustrated....

sigh....
things never go as ur plan....when u expecting something, they never appear exactly as ur wish.
eventhough u put alot alot effort on it... eventually u still possible to experience the frustration.
whenever there is a pursuance, there will appear a vexation. something u seeking, it never come to u nd go to somewhere else. However, there is something u less interesting that come to u as well.
sound complicated rite? this is what mr vijaya try to tell us in worldrel class.....
but, mr vijaya....may i know what u really wan from us in theatre class?i have no idea.....mofo's

busy for Rent almost 1 month, finally it's over. unfortunately, i got sick, right atfer the day of the performance....anyway, i satisfy with our performance, but not my grade...am i deserve it?

Friday, March 9, 2007,7:48 AM

sumfin I hav to say...

dear blog,
first of all, i hav to tell wat im busying for the last 2 weeks. basically, it is jus all about my theatre mid term, RENT!! which we gonna perform on next tuesday. kinda excited nd cant wait to c it. we practice everyday nd i enjoy it very much indeed.....
all of my group member had paid a lot effort on it, especially arcky....thanks dude!!u done most of the work nd u really do it very well. of cos others are doing well too. btw,im just feel comfort nd happy wit my current theatre group....nd i hope i can remain the same group for our final.

besides, my comm class got alot of assingment to do....luckily the due date is on the end of march. therefore, my schedule is still gonna be so pack soon. however. i rather tat busy for my course work than having fun all the time...bcos i can numb myself by doing my class work nd forget all my troubles. every ppl hav their own troubles, even maybe they seem normal or happy as usual. recently, im so fucked nd all the stresses is came to me....the gaps between me nd my family, my further academy, relationship(maybe) nd my result.

i was always think my cgpa is 2.4... until i got my unofficial transcript. i was so shocked, after i found out my cgpa is merely 2.13. (2.4 is actually my previous gpa) so damn depressing now. im definitely a failure... nd jung wei, u r rite. i never concern about my studies....but i really feel the fear now nd all i can do now is just, try.....btw, i know u r trying to help me,eventhough i didnt give much reaction. but thanks, dude...really appreciate ur helps, i mean it.